unalive

I wanna die

No not literally, fuck

Just wanna cry

'Cause I hate the way I look

I'll realign my spine and hide inside the bassline

Anything I can do to feel unalive

(Is it really easy?)

'Cause I'm a robot

With human skin

And try as I might

I can't overwrite the code within

I'm just a robot

I don't exist

Extinguished the light

I gave up the fight

For views and clicks

But somehow I still break down, every time you call

I'm just a fake now, not supposed to feel at all

So why am I so unsteady

Fused with so much pain already

Yeah I wish I could just start again

No pretend

But everyday I look inside with discontent

Shit doesn't relent

I wanna die

No not literally, fuck

Just wanna cry

'Cause I hate the way I look

I'll realign my spine and hide inside the bassline

Find the shine confined within, embrace mine

You can't contrive

To remove me from the book

Blood intertwined

Art, virality mistook

I'll realign my spine and hide inside the bassline

Anything I can do to feel unalive

They make this shit look easy

Hijack their eyes to feed me

He'll reach inside of their souls' convince them that they need me

But what's the meaning

I'm bleeding

I feel my life force depleting

So what's the point of succeeding

If it's not for myself?

It's just for everyone else

Couldn't help but put my pride on the shelf

I guess I'm going to hell

We're all frauds, ain't no contest

I'm no god, just a complex

I don't get it

How they hid it

So well

It's no fun, to be broken

Burning sun, I'm unchosen

They don't get it

How I did it

Don't tell

I tried to bottle it up

But you threw salt in the cut

My body's turning to rust

I guess I'll wallow in it

They said it wasn't enough

So now I'm calling their bluff

Not who they think that I was

I strive to keep it hidden

I wanna die

No not literally, fuck

Just wanna cry

'Cause I hate the way I look

I'll realign my spine and hide inside the bassline

Fine the shrine confined within, embrace mine

You can't contrive

To remove me from the book

Blood intertwined

Art, vitality mistook

I'll realign my spine and hide inside the bassline

Anything I can do to feel unalive