One Measured Zero with an Eye

I will never be

Who I want to be

Until the day I die

I will never see

What I want to see

I will never feel alive

I have yet to find

What I've been looking for

All of my hopes disappear

I will never know

Who I truly am

I only live in fear

I can't move on

Until I know I feel again

Can't help feeling numb

These thoughts never seem to end.