Dissatisfied

I'm dissatisfied, terrified of lookin' right at my parent's eyes

'Cause every single night, I been feelin' fucking paralysed

Scared of life, try my best, but honestly I'm unaware of why

I haven't tried harder to provide for who I care for, I

Need to make changes

Away from videogames

It's a dangerous place that I stayed in

To escape from what I hated

I hated my life, still hate it

Impatiently writing pages

To say how I'm gonna make it

Start chasing all that I'm craving, fuck

Tryna be better

Silence is everything I need

Starting to get it

Hard work beats talent

Obviously

Come on, then get it

No second chances

Gotta compete

Never say never

If you're desperate

Then you'll get it, see?

All my problems scare me away to the darkness

Gotta solve 'em, stop the bad thoughts, I feel haunted

I'm dissatisfied by my life

Hear me cry all night, oh

Why, oh, why would I try suicide

When I like to fight, woah

Never gonna quit, I'm gonna be famous

Never gonna give up, I embrace it

I'm dissatisfied, I'm dissatisfied

I hate the way I look

And I hate the way I cry

Yeah, I'm like an open book

You can see all I write

I despise the way I'm living

I'm literally in a prison

Self-made by my mental illness

That means I'm able to fix it

"Prescriptions" change what I'm thinking

Think out the box, make a million

Spend thousands of hours, listen

I found a job, "pick a different one"

Enemies, they keep on telling me

I'm selfish, hate yourself but wanna help me

What the hell you tryna sell to me?

I'm competitive

When I think of levellin' up, I never think of all the negatives

Anti-social 'cause no one wants to make progress