i might be dead when this album drops

Hello Na ka,

How are you doing today?

Is this the love you wanted?

How much failure do you need to see?

How many nights will you stare at the ceiling,

Waiting for a voice that doesn't come back?

You built a kingdom out of silence,

And crowned your fears as kings.

Did you think the pain would make you pure?

Did drowning in your thoughts feel like breathing?

Each one pulls you deeper—

Soft, slow, and sweet.

You're not sinking in water,

You're sinking in memories.

And no one hears a scream

When it's all in your head.

I'm hoping that this shotgun could keep you out my head.

Took my breath away like this carbon monoxide

Getting high flying around the sky

I see my demons when I close my eyes,

Demon girl sittin' pretty tellin' me lies,

Leanin' off the percs, I can't feel the time,

Lost in the clouds, got death on my mind,

Hoes in my phone, but they ain't you,

Tryna fill the void but it rips right through,

Smilin' on the 'Gram like it's all brand new,

Inside I'm crashin', and they ain't got a clue,

Tears on my face mixin' up with the rain,

Laugh through the hurt just to numb all the pain,

Gave you my soul, now I'm trapped in the chains,

Just miss me when I'm dead — don't dance on my grave.

Took my breath away like this carbon monoxide

Getting high flying around the sky

I see my demons when I close my eyes,

Demon girl sittin' pretty tellin' me lies,

Leanin' off the percs, I can't feel the time.