If I Hang, Let Me Swing

I try to find my purpose in this suffering

While the void whispers my name

Sweet relief, eternal sleep is just one step away

If I hang, let me swing

Emotionless as I am moving through motions

I'm paralyzed behind my disguise

If all is really well, then why does this feel like hell?

Is all there really is this rotting shell?

I feel the mortal coil weighing me down

As I endlessly toil, my blood it boils

I will reap what I have sown

The end is coming soon, I feel it in my bones

Will there ever be solace for a wretch like me?

Or will I suffer on for eternity?

I try to find my purpose in this suffering

While the void whispers my name

Sweet relief, eternal sleep is just one step away

If I hang, let me swing

Do not resuscitate

'Cause it's far too late, I've sealed my faith

I have made my choice, it can't be changed

Oh, death, hear my voice

My calloused heart holds nothing but disdain

For everyone and everything

How do I carry on, what do I have to give?

When all I feel is this nothingness

Invisible agony cuts so deep

That no eyes can see what it has done to me

Existence is suffering

Existence is suffering

An inevitable end is all it brings

Existence is suffering

An inevitable end is all it brings

I try to find my purpose in this suffering

While the void whispers my name

Sweet relief, eternal sleep is just one step away

If I hang, let me swing

Do not resuscitate

'Cause it's far too late, I've sealed my faith

I have made my choice, it can't be changed

Oh, death, hear my voice