Down The Barrel (Live Session)

Well i could really use a friend

But no one's around

Why's the only time i lose my mind when i'm back in town

Yeah when i'm back in town

And i'm a thousand miles from home

Or I can't leave the house

There ain't no in between it seems

Or not that i can figure out

Well the sadness comes from my mom

I got the anger from my dad

Both have almost killed me

Sometimes i wish they had

I wish they had

Cryin' feels good sometimes and fightin' is kinda fun

'Till you can't see straight no more and you're lookin down the barrel of a gun

You're lookin down the barrel of a

I know that i'm not the only one that can't regulate my brain

So why does everybody else pretend like they're not insane

Like they're not insane

Well i almost killed a man last month

My dad said he was proud

I thought for a while about pulling the trigger

And then i left town

Then i left town

So don't ask how i've been

Cause it's worse than you think

There's a message in an empty bottle of Jameson that says that i don't drink

Well all my bills are due

But i quit my job again

I've been spending all my time writing songs no-one likes

Maybe this is how it ends

Maybe this is how it ends

And if that's the case

I think i'll die proud

Not a penny to my name or an ounce of fame when they forget me in the ground

Forget me in the ground

I know that i'm not the only one who can't regulate my brain

So why does everybody else pretend like they're not insane

Like they're not insane

Sometimes cryin' feels good and fightin' is kinda fun

Until you can't see straight no more and you're lookin down the barrel of a gun

Lookin down the barrel of a