I Wasn’t Spose

I wasn't supposed to be a father of four

Figures, father figures, fiscal figures

Family funding, wanted for more

I wasn't supposed to be the one with kids at twenty three

Hundred fifty K tuition leave without receiving degree

I wasn't supposed to be the king of rap in my region

But immaculate speaking has brought me plaques and achievements

I wasn't supposed to be anything but reckless

White knights, flannels, checkered and some check for deposit in

Plus a chicken on top of him who was Czechoslovakian

I wasn't supposed to go hard, was supposed to hold back

Command heat like Spoelstra, was supposed to fail out

Wasn't supposed to go platinum

I wasn't supposed to stack that cabot

Switch tax brackets, master my reality like Black Sabbath

And still be here with blunts to amputate

That make the heart rate raise like baseball in Tampa Bay

I wasn't supposed to be a fool like April 1st

Five integers, the signature, the paperwork

I wasn't supposed to be this brilliant a dude

With millions of views

I was supposed to lose but I choose

I wasn't supposed to be okay

I wasn't supposed to get out my way

I wasn't supposed to be the man but I am

I said, "Nah, don't make me prove it again"

I wasn't supposed to be okay

I wasn't supposed to get out my way

I wasn't supposed to be the man but I am

I said, "No, don't make me prove it again"

Don't make me prove it again

A quiet kid wasn't supposed to be loud

But I suppose that my mom is supposed to be proud

Wasn't supposed to ever rap and get paid

Cause back in the day you weren't supposed to be a rapper from Maine

Ay, not supposed to be, still living locally

But no better home for me than breathing in the ocean breeze

I was supposed to just coast 'til I fail

And if I still chose where certain folks supposed to be jailed, yo

Not supposed to pop off like a boy band

No soda so I stay crushing like LaCroix cans

I suppose never chose to be great when

Dropping these jewels like I'm losing my vape pen

Wasn't supposed to fall in love, met Abby within minutes

Gave up on my bachelor image

It wasn't even scary 'til the day I got buried

Wasn't supposed to get married but I'll ask her in Venice, yo

Life's supposed to be painful and lonely

Wasn't supposed to have so many strangers that know me

Never listen to the fakes or the phonies who told me

I wasn't supposed to ever aim for the nosebleeds

I wasn't supposed to be okay

I wasn't supposed to get out my way

I wasn't supposed to be the man but I am

I said, "Nah, don't make me prove it again"

I wasn't supposed to be okay

I wasn't supposed to get out my way

I wasn't supposed to be the man but I am

I said, "No, don't make me prove it again"

Don't make me prove it again

Oh, baby

Don't you ever doubt on me, yeah