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My greatest regrets pull me from grief and lethargy
Into a shroud of anger
And it grew more with each day
There's now rot on everything my fingers lay
Only now does it become a nightmare
When I open my eyes
Awakening to a world where you're gone
Deprivation unspools my affinity
Leave me with manic proclivity
I'll close my eyes until I am blind
I can't imagine how much more I'd see inside
Seasons change
So, do you
It grew on me and in you, it will grow too
Those bones you will carry a bitterness through
A culmination of nights where lies meant everything to me
Dismay eclipsing every spark created in eyes of cruelty
The moral-less failings
Starved of all comfort and raped psychologically
The depths of solitude fill with contempt that overflows
Shaking free an avalanche of torment
That carries me down to a misery buried below
A permanent filter of agony severs the delicate thread of infancy
Isolation, bring me tranquility
Seditionist begotten of antipathy placed so perfectly
Under a layer of blurred lines
The most abysmal of excuses:
At the mercy of addiction that has stolen life, love, and trust
Hung from a rope of ambivalent faith
The consequent cost: frailty
I reflect light back on those who've lost everything
Self-inflicted worthlessness hollows my chest
And grows darkness more quickly than dawn
I look through it with hatred and grow darkness more quickly than dawn
Deprivation of all I've ever loved has torn from me so silently
The sun entrenched so passionately in my soul
A calm extinguished light
Sinks further beneath the dusk of my relief
To isolation of perpetual night...
...absent the fondness of memories,
And there's no emptiness I've known like awakening
Lies taught running away could heal everything
Bringing it all back to where I belong and finally felt home