SCOLIOSIS

I never thought I'd ever feel a love like this before

I never thought I'd ever go and make it on my own

I never knew before but oh right now I know for sure

I never thought that I, I never thought that I

I never thought I'd ever feel a love like this before

I never thought I'd ever go and make it on my own

I never knew before but oh right now I know for sure

I never thought that I, I never thought that I

I got the weight of my mistakes weighing on my shoulders

It left a toll on my body now I got me that scoliosis

I know I could do better than Ashton surfing all through the sofa

I feel like I'm getting closer, closer to getting up

Farther from getting down, to myself off the ground

The journey was hella rough, I gotta get outta town

I'm running for any chance that's keeping me safe and sound

I need that calm and collect, I need that hundred percent

I need all of my music equal to all of my checks

I need growth in many ways that some of y'all know

I need peace for all the feelings that nobody shows

I know that some of y'all know, yea

You know about the fake smiles and ha-has, and light jabs

And sarcastic and fake as plastic and my bad, it's so sad, so sad

I never thought I'd ever feel a love like this before

I never thought I'd ever go and make it on my own

I never knew before but oh right now I know for sure

I never thought that I, I never thought that I

When times got hard it got too dark, to ever see the light

On Gawd, I tried so hard to open and write

Yes Lawd, I made it this far, I wanna make it right

Society held me back, It got the tightest leashes

It made me doubt my ability and so I fell to pieces

I share the pieces with my city, yo I really need it

It's either now or it's never, I know I gotta beat it

Beat the procrastinating, overthinking perception of how they see us

I got the confidence back, I'm thanking my God and Jesus

Yah know the bond between us, isn't strong, but it's steady creeping

I'm patient and steady peeping, the blessings He throwing at me