Hide the Pain

I'm feeling like I'm the one to blame

This shit driving me insane

I don't know how much more I can tolerate

Getting high just trying to hide the pain

But it's so much on my brain

When you look at me, you can see it on my face

I can't stand a fucking 9 to 5, wanna quit that fucking job

But that's the only way my bills keep getting paid

Everybody dying from a gun and I'm starting to feel numb

From all this killing shit I'm barely getting fazed

Growing up in the hood, even children getting grazed

They don't care about going to school

They been failing since second grade

I feel so bad for "Gigi" I don't know what else to say

Except for "Bruh Bruh" supposed to be still with us to this day

Lost three of my homies in less than 45 days

Used to get money with the gang, split it four to five ways

I love making music, I love performing on the stage

I ain't know which way to go, I felt like I was in a maze

I made it out the trap, I felt like I was in a cage

My mind is filled with rage, so lately I've been burning sage

I'm working so hard, I'm feeling like I'm a fucking slave

Mama taught me everything I know, so she the one I praise

I'm feeling like I'm the one to blame

This shit driving me insane

I don't know how much more I can tolerate

Getting high, just trying to hide the pain

But it's so much on my brain

When you look at me, you could see it on my face

I can't stand a fucking 9 to 5

Wanna quit that fucking job

But that's the only way my bills keep getting paid

Everybody dying from a gun and I'm starting to feel numb

From all this killing shit I'm barely getting fazed