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Take the rip, it's a big hit, smoke, smoke again
Cloud up the room, I can barely see it's thick
Suffocating in this toxic realm, I've grown in
Adapt to the bad, tried to make me sad
Won a few times, I admit I cried
Then I got back up to fight
(Watch me)
To expose every lie you promised
Bet you didn't know, I was pregnant a couple weeks ago
Made an appointment, doctors confirmed
Need to terminate right away
Hospital rooms, don't want to be alone
Dug myself out this hell hole
Hundred miles away, you can never hurt me the same
Don't push my boundaries, can you imagine
The hatred I grew for you?
Now I'm angry and I'm pissed, how I've been treated
No longer taking hits, learned my lesson
Take the rip, it's a big hit, smoke, smoke again
Cloud up the room, I can barely see it's thick
Take the rip, it's a big hit, smoke, smoke again
Keep me tied to the bed
Let me loose put some lead in my head
Drowning in our secrets
If only they knew how you'd really been
They wouldn't take a chance like I did
Wish I could warn this entire world
That you exist to cause trauma
Take the rip, it's a big hit, smoke, smoke again
Cloud up the room, I can barely see it's thick
Suffocating in this toxic realm I've grown in
Adapt to the bad, tried to make me sad
Won a few times, I admit I cried
Then I got back up to fight
To expose every lie you promised
Thinking makes me sick
Wishing I'd wake up and forget what your name is
Want to claim you're my inspiration
Are you proud for how you made me feel?
Starved, never ate, skipped every meal
Lost my mind, cried till my eyes dried
Cut so deep I fell asleep
Thought I'd finally rest in peace
I'm so sick, remember what you did
What more could you ask for
Granted you're every wish