fear

I built this by myself, yeah

I see that you're looking here

Deep in my eyes, it's what I see

I know it's me that you feel

Looking back at me, looking back at me

Yeah, watch me make my moves

Watch me break you on the stage, yeah

Push it back to me, push it back to me

'Cause I'm thinking that I hate

Thinking, thinking that I hate ya

You don't really wanna know about this

It's just that jealousy that builds

I know you envy me for real, bitch

'Cause I produced by myself

I never asked you for help

Up on with my River City homies

And we're chilling in hell

I'm living check to check right now

But I'm gonna change

You're gonna see me rise up

So remember the name

I'm just that piece of shit that you knew was sad

I have a bad reputation for always losing patience

Sending abusive messages to me when you're drunk, man

Tried to cut you out 'cause you were so toxic

Dragging me, dragging me, dragging me fucking down

You're saying motherfucking bullshit

But did you ever really know me?

Yeah, I cut you out of my head

You love it that you want me dead

You claim I owe you so much

Yeah, you're still a fucking joke

I built this by myself, yeah

I see that you're looking here

Deep in my eyes, it's what I see

I know it's me that you feel

Looking back at me, looking back at me

Yeah, watch me make my moves

Watch me break you on the stage, yeah

Push it back to me, push it back to me

'Cause I'm thinking that I hate

Thinking, thinking that I hate ya

Flash in my eyes and I just fade out

Another blunt down and I'll just sink in my doubts

You came up to me and said I wasn't real

Just a hallucination to cut you open when you wanna feel

Something more than this hate inside, yeah

Cutting when your brain's fried