I Wonder

I was sittin' in the dark, askin' God what's next (God)

Every loss that I took put a hole in my chest (loss)

Had to fight for my spot, had to grind, had to stress (fight)

Now I'm prayin' for the peace, but I settle for less (pray)

I was dreamin' 'bout the stars, tryna reach that sky (stars)

Seen the pain in my mama, had to wipe her eyes (mama)

All the voices in my head told me don't even try (voices)

But I rose from the mud, had to live, not die (rise)

If I fall, will they love me, will they still be around? (still?)

If I win, will they cheer, will they hold me down? (win)

Every night in my soul, I just hear that sound (soul)

8BM on my chain, let the truth be found (forever)

[Hook]

I wonder... will I ever see the light through the pain? (light)

I wonder... will the struggle put some gold in my chain? (struggle)

I wonder... if the nights that I lost make me gain? (nights)

I wonder... but I'll never let it break my name (never)

[Verse 2]

I was prayin' in the rain, had to beg for a chance (pray)

Every scar on my skin got a story, a stance (scars)

I was down in the dirt, had to double my plans (down)

Now I walk with the light, had to trust in my hands (light)

Enemies on my back, tryna pull me away (snakes)

But I keep my head high, let it shine through the day (high)

Every loss, every fall, put a truth in my way (loss)

Now I'm standin' on ten, I got somethin' to say (ten)

If the world don't love me, I still love myself (love)

Put the pain in the booth, turn the hurt to wealth (pain)

8BM on my soul, it's the only help (forever)

I'ma rise from the dark, put my name on the shelf (rise)

[Hook]

I wonder... will I ever see the light through the pain? (light)

I wonder... will the struggle put some gold in my chain? (struggle)

I wonder... if the nights that I lost make me gain? (nights)

I wonder... but I'll never let it break my name (never)