i'm worried it will always be you

I don't recall meeting you for the first time

And I predict you also couldn't say

I don't recall standing, yelling to the wind

To grow little by little, towards some new cliché

But now I'm sat and waiting for a message to come through

Asking if I'd like some other reckless thing to do

And I'm thinking more of dresses, and I'm thinking more in blue

And I'm worried it will always be you

And when I imagine life when it is mine

I can try to picture faceless folk to love a thousand times

But always for a second, and usually at the start

You're in the image posing with a cradled beating heart

And all the while when I imagine this life I'm working to

I'm worried it will always be you

How do I give myself away

To loving someone who would like to love me every day?

How do I travel to the start?

Put a mask over my eyes and an arrow through the heart

Before it learns to feel the way I now do

For I'm worried it will always want you

Oh, I'm worried it will always be you