Manic

Lost inside my head I

Been staying up late til tomorrow starts

Drowning inside my bed I

Been spending too much time in the dark

Way up in the hills and I'm

Tryna tell myself I'm fine

But this just goes on and on I don't see an end

I've tried everything to heal but I

Haven't found what I'm tryna find

I don't wanna deal with this ever again

Cause It feels like poison

And I can't avoid it

It's taking its toll on me no matter what I try

I feel my blood boiling

I can't get out the hole I'm in

I've turned into something I don't recognize

I'm up at this again

I'm in over my head tonight

I can't get no sleep

This hole is way too deep it's not right

Girl I always put you first yea

I always tried to make it work yea

You upped and left me in the dirt yea

That's not something you could reverse yea

It took a lot for me to heal I've

Been staying up late in the hills I

Wish all the best for you but still I

Want you to know what it feels like

Right

When you alone do I ever cross your mind?

I'm tryna let go I needa leave you behind

I can't believe that I still give you the time

I gotta wake up and leave yo ass alone

Too many nights I stayed up by the phone

It is what it is I guess that's just the way it go

I'm up at this again

I'm in over my head tonight

I can't get no sleep

This hole is way too deep it's not right