Help Me Find Home Again

You're not the same a the girl I swear I knew before

I took a photograph

Kept it in my pocket so that I could show you now

That you've changed in your devout

Ness to me and that's OK

I hate every single day now

I don't mind wandering

Fake pretending I'm not lost

Trapped in my body now

Find the key so I can finally break out of my bones

Tell your friends that I just don't

Understand them and I never will

I might be on my own yeah

Now I've been mild and I need you to replace my energy

And won't you help me find home again

I feel my fireplace

Burning on my newborn skin

Dumb pacifier case

Tears when momma threw me

In another woman's arms

And I set off my alarms

Then I felt that good old rock a bye

Baby not in harm, no

And I don't mind wandering

But I pay the psychic cost

Trapped in my body now

Finally see that I can never break out of my bones

We will always be alone

Understand this and you never will

Step down from that throne now

Now I'm a child and I need you to replace the memory

And won't you help me find home again

Seventeen

So obscene

I was so monotone and

You were in the backseat crying

Telling me it's not enough

Dopamine

Coming clean

We still had telephones and

I was in the front seat lying

Telling you I didn't even need your love

I want a swig of that

Bottle with the elastic tip

Feet on the welcome mat

I don't like surprises

But I hope I walk inside

And I see my family cry

out my name like it was yesterday

And I'd scream hey I've finally found home again