Disconnect from the collective
But then again I never really connected at all
Always changing my perspective
Your love to play the victim
When you're never involved
I wish I could save you
Relight the stars
That have died in the back of your eyes
Look at what they have made you
You'll never know the person
You were meant to become
I swear to you
These motherfuckers always talking
Like they're bulletproof
But they have thin skin
Covering a glass smile
Don't let 'em fool you
'Cause these motherfuckers fragile
Banging on my fucking nerves
I told you I don't want to hear about it
Banging on my fucking nerves
I told you I don't give a fuck about it
So here's the situation
You're about to watch me break
This conflict contradiction
I never really could relate
I just can't believe the lack
Of common fucking decency
It's dizzying so I disconnect from it
Disconnect from everything
Trust me you never wanted me
You'd be a victim of my worst intentions
And I hate to admit
To say that I never wanted me
I'm a walking contradiction
You only see what they let you see
Your gonna see a reaction
A fucking chain reaction
One little spark I'll show you gaslit
Then when the flames lick the ceiling
Your only left with ashes
You only see what they let you see
You were already dead before dishonesty
Over and over forever lie to me
Make be believe that I am feeling
It's insatiable
It's insatiable isn't it
And you won't let go
Because you can't let go
Not once you get the taste of it
It's insatiable
It's insatiable isn't it
And you won't let go
Because you can't let go
Not once you get the taste of it
Mirrored faces are the only constant
Unlike the abusive content
Thats spit from nothing from nonsense
In my mind
Disconnected thoughts
Running through
Pacing through
Consuming
Sickness in the earth
I'm a walking contradiction
You only see what I let you see
I was already dead
You took what's left of me