I Am Until I'm Not

There's a lot more smoke rising from the cake

And the lines on my face remind me it's not a mistake

How I got here this fast

Makes my head spin

Have to finish more things than I can begin

Looking out over the road left to travel

I've got a front row seat to watch it all unravel

But I'll keep moving on while I still have a shot

I am here, until I'm not

I'm standing strong in a house of cards

I'm doing just fine, with warm regards

Can't complain much with all I've got

I am blessed until I'm not

I'm shedding stuff I no longer need

Gonna check every box

Before I concede

While I'm here I'll try to give you all I've got

I am here until I'm not

Looking out over the road left to travel

I've got a front row seat to watch it all unravel

But I'll keep moving on while I still have a shot

I am here, until I'm not

I'm standing strong in a house of cards

I'm doing just fine, with warm regards

Can't complain much with all I've got

I am blessed until I'm not

If I could ride the water I left under the bridge

I would go back and hold you longer than I ever did

There's a lot more smoke rising from the cake

And the lines on my face remind me it's not a mistake

How I got here this fast

Makes my head spin

Have to finish more things than I can begin

Looking out over the road left to travel

I've got a front row seat to watch it all unravel

But I'll keep moving on while I still have a shot

I am here, until I'm not

I'm standing strong in a house of cards

I'm doing just fine, with warm regards

Can't complain much with all I've got

I am blessed until I'm not