Was It All In My Head

I left home for southern California

A perfect day, a perfect alibi

But in my heart of hearts

I knew it meant nothing

Without you beside me, you're my arrow home

Some nights I lay awake

Saw your tears going crazy

Wild horses running like the wind

There were babies with your eyes

You held them in the arms of mercy

They were miracles to me

But the river runs so fast

You're never in the same place twice

Are you still here inside my bed

Or was it all just in my head?

I used to try my best to make love stronger

To love you more than I love myself

But that was just my way

To hide all the wreckage

Every time I drove my heart right over the edge

But the river runs so fast

You're never in the same place twice

Are you still here inside my bed

Or was it all just in my head?

Crashed out in Deloraine

New York City's blue with rain

You've got my heart shining like cellophane

Still, those years, they went like lightning

Some were thieves and some were dancing

Wrapped in overcoats of heartaches

But the river runs so fast

You're never in the same place twice

Are you still here inside my bed

Or was it all just in my head?