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I'm an insomniac
Can never get to get to sleep cause I'm haunted by my dreams
Don't know what is real life
Looking for a way back
I am drowning in the sea, looking for who I wanna be
Something just doesn't seem right
They say time won't wait, but I've been waiting for years
I think time is late to make me conquer my fears
Down a one way road but I can't follow the signs
Take the long way home cause I am losing my mind
A day of suffering will bring my doubts to life
These same reflections that i just can't recognise
Tell me why?
I've been blinded by the darkness inside
Destination is what I can't decide
It's the journey that will make me afraid
And these voices keep whispering lies
The world will crumble at my feet
Failure will always follow me
I don't know how to survive, searching for the answers to the test of time
I always doubt myself
Fake facade of confidence to make it seem like I do not need help
But some, day I'll look back and dwell
With repetitive philosophies just echoing that I was never well
I've never taken risks, but I have lived in regret
These insecurities a trick to try and make me forget
We've always been told that we should follow our dreams
But all I have are nightmares, tell me what does it mean?
A day of suffering will bring my doubts to life
These same reflections that I just can't recognise
Tell me why?
I've been blinded by the darkness inside
Destination is what I can't decide
It's the journey that will make me afraid
And these voices keep whispering lies
The world will crumble at my feet,
Failure will always follow me
I don't know how to survive, searching for the answers to the test of time
As the clock counts down I lay restless in bed
As I question the things I should never have said
I think that they hate me, it's all in my mind
I'm living in doubt, all I need is some time
I've been blinded by the darkness inside
Destination is what I can't decide
It's the journey that will make me afraid
And these voices keep whispering lies
The world will crumble at my feet,
Failure will always follow me
I don't know how to survive, searching for the answers to the test of time