The Beauty of My World

Long ago I tried so hard to lose you and to be with you

While at the same time touching you and still staying afar

And lately you have tried so hard to soothe and to caress me

All while all I dreamed of was to hide away, yet to be found

And someday I will retrieve my spirit's voice

And hold on to what it says

And maybe I will be astounded

By the beauty of my world

And nowadays I only seem to find my peace in parts

Of shards of failed attempts to love

And failed attempts to take my life

And someday I will retrieve my spirit's voice

And hold on to what it says

And maybe I will be astounded

By the beauty of my world