Long ago I tried so hard to lose you and to be with you
While at the same time touching you and still staying afar
And lately you have tried so hard to soothe and to caress me
All while all I dreamed of was to hide away, yet to be found
And someday I will retrieve my spirit's voice
And hold on to what it says
And maybe I will be astounded
By the beauty of my world
And nowadays I only seem to find my peace in parts
Of shards of failed attempts to love
And failed attempts to take my life
And someday I will retrieve my spirit's voice
And hold on to what it says
And maybe I will be astounded
By the beauty of my world