dandelion

Within my life of living quick I'm coping with depression

That was years ago and I'm still trying to learn my lesson

I gave up all that shit that get you killed within a mission

And given that my friends still gone puts me in a position

A position where I can't see past my thoughts of reminiscing

And remembering my past keeps me from the present that I'm missing

So now I'm stuck

But I'm past all that petty shit I wish I didn't give a fuck

But I give plenty to be honest there's so many

They tell me why I care and why I'm there, my only answer is shrugging and saying it is what it is but really what is it

I'm stuck inside my prison

These bars can never keep me back

I'm the realest that's a fact

I keep my enemies in tact

How quick are you to react

If they put a gun to your head will you still think that it's an act

I'm sure all the shit I say goes over your head just like a cap

And all your memories now come from all those throw backs on your snap

Half this population almost fading

Said the new birth of this generation had you chasing what you mostly hated

Most these criminals in cages said that it was time for changing

But the truth is that we're aging and we're losing sight daily

See 2020 came and a lot of people left

Bills stacking up they acting up now we're more in debt

So what ever happened to those promises our teachers never kept

Said that this country's free

I had a feeling they'd forget

I promise to keep it G

My demons they follow me

Try to compromise my peace

Won't let it get in between

I promise to keep it G

My demons they follow me

Try to compromise my peace

Won't let it get in between

When you feel unconfined often find yourself hiding

Hold yourself accountable for lying

Be careful what you say because sometimes it's better to stay quiet