Darkest Before Dawn

The worst thing that I can do to you is be myself

Because every second, every day I crave my hell

I miss the burn, I miss the pain, I miss the warmth of it flowing through my veins

So I go back every day and take a sip

There's nothing you could say to change me

How do I live without you?

Everyone's growing. And everyone's moving on

It's the darkest before dawn

And I know that, I know yeah it's true

So why do I still feel the need to abuse you?

My scars are proof of the fight that I'm trying to win

Every sip feels like this disease has won, won

They say"Hey I know how hard this battle can be but before my life ends, darling I'd

Love to see you

Love to see you happy, happy and free"

How do I live without you?

Everyone's growing. And everyone's moving on

It's the darkest before dawn

And I know that, I know yeah it's true

So why do I still feel the need to abuse you?

Don't let go

Hold on

Don't let go

Hold on (I'm trying)

Mama told me"Don't let go. Don't run from everything you know by being complacent, chasing highs that leave you feeling low

It's like I'm looking in a mirror seeing myself

Not the fifteen years clean side, the side that needs help

Look at yourself, ask the question 'am I gonna get past this?

Fasten your seatbelt, son, or you're gonna keep crashing

Are you gonna get past this? Don't you know that the grass is greener on the other side, you just gotta allow it to be"

It's the darkest before dawn