Swap God(s)

Awake in the throat of fire

Hollowness fused into the soil like curses

Time stands still

choking on despair

Let this breath be my last

Let all my nerves finally come undone

Let the final wound be deep

Let the quiet dark cradle me to sleep

I am both the mere architect and the collapse

The prayer and the relapse

Harbinger of grief

Starving for the silence

Begging for relief

A chorus of flies buzzing in my skull

They whisper what I already know

That I don't belong in this flesh

That I should become the nothing I feel

I pray that you can finally see

oblivion take me where I'm meant to be

set me free

Let the dirt rise to swallow me

I am both the mere architect and the collapse

The prayer and the relapse

Harbinger of grief

Starving for the silence

Begging for relief

I scream into the throat of the void, and it spits back at me

The war inside my chest has ceased, I must be freed

Voices circle

They speak of endings

Dialect of ruin

peace through oblivion

A chorus of flies buzzing in my skull

They whisper what I already know

That I don't belong in this flesh

That I should become the nothing I feel

set me free

Let the dirt rise to swallow me

No more dragging this cold dead body

No more of dragging this empty hollow shell

My shadow drips behind me

Every step bleeds

Numb with the weight of existence

My face drips crimson while the earth opens wide, yawning for my final surrender

I've stared too long into the flame

Ive accepted I'll never be the same

The stillness is crushing

Silent like catacombs

I'll find you in the dark

My everything

Im coming home

I'm coming home

no pain, just your warmth and mine

Together again, outside of time

curse my name

I'll walk the through fire, I'll drown in the flame

For one last touch, your weight on my chest

I'll gladly walk hand in hand with infinite death

I'll bleed through the veil just to see you run across the sand of a perfect setting sun

If death is a door, I'll carve it in stone

To follow the howl that finally leads me home

Let this breath be my last

Let all my nerves finally come undone

Let the final wound be deep

Let the quiet dark cradle me to sleep

I am both the mere architect and the collapse

The prayer and the relapse

Harbinger of grief

Starving for the silence

Begging for relief

set me free

Let the dirt rise to swallow me

I pray that you can finally see

I'm coming home

My everything

I don't belong In a world where your heartbeat is gone

My face drips crimson while the earth opens wide, accepting my final surrender. I am home