2016

I haven't felt a thing since 2016

I miss my life when I was only 15

And I was feeling better, then I got clean

But when I got out, there was no one there for me

It's kinda crazy how they care when you're okay

But when you're crashing out, they don't know what to say

You only care about yourself, that's what you do

I should've realized that this is nothing new

All this time, all this time away

Come back home, nothing feels the same

I'm alright, I'm alright, but I'm not, I'm not

I wish I never was

All this time, all gets washed away

Can't go home, counting down the days

I'm alright, I'm alright, but I'm not, I'm not

I wish I never was

And I had everything I needed back then

But I took everything for granted, goddamn

I miss when I could call somebody my friend

Without a second thought about a bad intent

It's kinda crazy how we never get it back

The love you feel before you paint it over black

We never think about the things we wanna do

Before you look back at a life you never knew

All this time, all this time away

Come back home, nothing feels the same

I'm alright, I'm alright, but I'm not, I'm not

I wish I never was

All this time, all this time away

Come back home, nothing feels the same

I'm alright, I'm alright, but I'm not, I'm not

I wish I never was

All this time, all gets washed away

Can't go home, counting the days

I'm alright, I'm alright, but I'm not, I'm not

I wish I never was

All this time, all this time away

Come back home, nothing feels the same

I'm alright, I'm alright, but I'm not, I'm not

I wish I never was