Everything Went Dark

I've given up everything hurts

I'm trapped in my head I just can't find the words

I'm broken my mind needs to be cleansed

I can't shake these demons I'm their new best friend

It haunts me my anger inside

With no where to run it slowly ruins my life

I'm sorry for the pain that I've caused

But that doesn't mean I take the blame for it all

It is eating me alive

Endless guilt even though I only try

All the pain I constantly hide

Reminds me happiness is just a lie

I can't take this shit anymore

I'll be the downfall of my own world

I'm just drained to the core

I don't even know who I am truth be told

Another promise that I've left unattended

Another scar I can add to the collection

Another show of my million imperfections

Another day I've failed to escape depression

Just cut out my tongue and leave me speechless

Because my words have always been meaningless

I can't remember when my blood went cold but

Now it is the ice in my heart

And everything went dark

I have become the giver of pain

Angel of blasphemy killer of dreams

Condemned to a life of agony and rage

My misery ends once i've entered my grave

King of depression the sadness prevails

Stuck in a world that feels like a hell

Master of lies empty inside

Darkest of demons wrapped in disguise

I have become the giver of pain

Angel of blasphemy killer of dreams

Condemned to this life of agony and rage

My misery ends when I've entered my grave