Ordinary Life

Can't switch off at midnight

Don't wanna turn off my life

'Cause I overthink all little things

Can't stop hearing this voice

Telling me I've got no choice

'Cause I don't believe all the things it says

I spend my day trying not to worry it away

I wish I could love my body, my mind

And wake up and see myself from someone else eyes

I wish I could heal these scars that I hide

I wish I could wake up to an ordinary life

And everything would be fine

Got no cure for anxiety

I don't fit in with society

'Cause I've never known a perfect world, mm

I fear I've lost all emotion

I'm an onе small drop in the ocean

'Cause those who once loved me have thrown me away

I still spend my day

Trying not to worry it away

I wish I could love my body, my mind

And wake up and see myself from someone else eyes

I wish I could heal these scars that I hide

I wish I could wake up to an ordinary life

And maybe I'm wrong

Maybe I'm fine

I might be okay without an ordinary life