The Man Who Lost it All

I've gained and lost some weight

I tend to fluctuate

I love and hate the music that I make

Touring with Jeremy

Some things weren't meant to be

Now I'm a sucker

Barely getting streams

Oh and sometimes I just want

A hot dog stand

And make something with my hands

The perfect family man

I'm scared I'll

Wake up and not know who I am

With pockets full of sand

Stuck in a horror movie

Going mad

Did I drop the ball

We'll see if I will be

The man who lost it all

If I fail then

Carve it in the family tree

The man who lost it all

The nights I chose to waste

On drugs and shooting games

The memories I could have made instead

When I turn 70 will I have family

Or will I be here rotting all alone

Sometimes I just want

A plot of land

See what kind of things I'd plant

Disconnect let the music all be damned

Did I drop the ball

We'll see if I will be

The man who lost it all

If I fail then

Carve it in the family tree

The man who lost it all

Did I drop the ball

The man who lost it all

Carve a family tree

The man who lost it all