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I got a lot on my mind (aye)
And All of these thoughts are not kind (no)
Overthinking just cost all my time, (woah)
Slowly slinking the doubts
Keep on piling (piling
Piling piling)
I got a lot on my mind (aye)
And All of these thoughts are not kind (no)
Tryna leave all my problems behind, (woah)
Overthinking just
Cost all my time (my time yeah)
Yeah
Overthinking frequent
Going off the deep end
Melancholy thoughts
They often tend to creep in
My encephalon wherever
The grass is greenest
I ain't stepping on my past
Left me grieving (ah)
I been battling demons
For the past few years
Trauma Messed up my mind
Life was too weird
Was losing hope
Till the most high reduced fear
Was terrified
I would never find a way out
Kept failing to numb the pain
Can't get back all the time
That went to waste
Constantly Wondering
If things would be okay, yeah
Ooh, it's hard to determine what's true
And what's in my mind
Yeah
Tunnel vision, made me really blind
I did not see the signs
Until it was too late
Misconstrued many times
In my life
Disassociating with you degenerates
All I need is me myself and I
Aight
There's So much chaos inside
Should I embrace it? I can't decide
Constant paranoia
Demented vibes
The Nonsense barely over
But I'll survive
The Walls of this prison invisible
But I still believe I'm free
Such an imbecile
Yup that is me
Wonder if my suffering will ever end
Going crazy like my name Steven
But currently Feel like Marc Spector
I'm Killing y'all hecklers
I do this until my heart, voice
And head hurts
You niggas not better
Just because you're normal
And I never will be"Normal" was never me
"Weird" is what I been synonymous with
Since I was three
I was born different
Was an odd lil guy
My brain is uniquely wired
Negative thoughts run rampant every night
And that keeps me very despondent cause I
I got a lot on my mind (aye)
And All of these thoughts are not kind (no)
Overthinking just cost all my time, (woah)
Slowly slinking the doubts
Keep on piling (piling
Piling piling)
I got a lot on my mind (aye)
And All of these thoughts are not kind (no)
Tryna leave all my problems behind, (woah)
Overthinking just Cost all my time (my time yeah)
I got a lot on my mind (aye)
And All of these thoughts are not kind (no)
Overthinking just cost all my time, (woah)
Slowly slinking the doubts keep on piling (piling Piling piling)
I got a lot on my mind (aye)
And All of these thoughts are not kind (no)
Tryna leave all my problems behind, (woah)
Overthinking just Cost all my time (my time)