Those weapons be so close to prospering
I can feel they burn
Pray to God every night before I sleep
Still I toss and turn
Taking loss upon loss but still keep going
Yeah you live and learn
They think I'm muggin'
When I hit the spot
Naw Homie this concern
G type Shit
Had to get to this age to understand
We beef over different hoods
Then all end up in Laurel Land
Gotta unload it here
Cuz my intentions be pure
But I'm so damn misunderstood
Its been a hell of a year
My 2 youngest aint fuckin wit me
And that cut to my soul
Never been good at excepting shit
That's beyond my control
One 17 and engaged to a nigga
She barely know
One acting way past grown at only 16 years old
The shits a shame
And I don't claim to have all the answers
And I don't see shit changing when they got a fucked up example
Wondering can it be repaired
Shit that stay on my mind
Stressed and depressed at the time
But ask I'll tell ya I'm fine
My last words
I did the best that I could
Although we never seem to do all the things that we should
And I would turn back the time if I could
But since I cant I guess its all good
My last words
I did the best that I could
Although we never seem to do all the things that we should
And I would turn back the time if I could
But since I cant I guess its all good
Look if I ever did you dirty
It was probably yo fault
Wont get no apologies from me
My nigga fuck what you thought
I gave game to you niggas
That could never be bought
I got some big shit left to do
So I aint taking no loss
It's what it is
Cuz one thing I know
You gotta live
Struggle and strife gon come
My nigga you gotta deal
So I stay guarded as fuck
Got no trust for my friends
Don't think nobody got my back
Unless I'm breaking off ends
I cant even pretend
Cuz the love be so fake
I just sit back and wait
Hoping soon that something gon shake
I lost my Daddy to Cancer
That shit scarred me for life
My mama still here
But with him gone
We just cant get it right
I don't blame her for nothing
She did the best that she could
Maybe the distance between us
Why me and my daughters aint good
Lord knows I don't wanna lose her
Before we let the the shit go
But if I am destined for Hell
They better look out below
My last words
I did the best that I could
Although we never seem to do all the things that we should
And I would turn back the time if I could
But since I cant I guess its all good
My last words
I did the best that I could
Although we never seem to do all the things that we should
And I would turn back the time if I could
But since I cant I guess its all good