Voices

I've been running on adrenaline pretending everything's controlled

You keep asking how I've been depends which version I've been sold

I can't keep up with all the masks changing faces day to day

I'm a puzzle missing half the pieces and I'm terrified you'll notice anyway

And I swear, I swear I'm trying but the pressure keeps rewiring me

These fucking voices in my head won't let me breathe, won't let me rest

They twist my thoughts until I break they pull me closer to the edge

I keep pretending I'm okay but I've been sinking in my chest

These fucking voices in my head are getting louder than the mess

You touch me like you're medicine and poison in the same breath

I reach for you to quiet down the noise that's ripping through my stress

We crash like we're addicted to the chaos and the high

You calm me for a moment then you tear me open twice

I'm chasing numb like it's a cure but it just drags me deeper in

These fucking voices in my head won't let me breathe, won't let me rest

They twist my thoughts until I break they pull me closer to the edge

I keep pretending I'm okay but I've been sinking in my chest

These fucking voices in my head are getting louder than the mess

I try to change myself to fit the versions they expect

But every time I bend for them I lose another part I kept

Tell me who the hell I am when everything I've been is wrecked

These fucking voices in my head keep pulling me where I collapse

They build a cage around my mind and ask me why I can't relax

I tried to be what they all wanted now I'm barely holding back

These fucking voices in my head are all that's keeping me intact