Hate My Body

You made me hate my body

Eat less, just to fit in the frame

Cut my hair more than I could bear

I shrank myself into nothing

Thinking maybe you'd stay if I was less

But every time I looked in the mirror

I couldn't find myself at all

You made me hate my body (fuck, I hate my body)

And I thought it made me unworthy (unworthy, aah)

As if my size rewrote my story (rip the page)

You made me hate my body

Now I'm questioning my heart (when did it start?)

Was I never enough from the start? (hmmm)

I can't eat without counting ghosts

I can't laugh without hearing you

Did my body make me unwanted

Or was it your twisted taste for bones and cuteness?

But every time I looked in the mirror

I couldn't find myself at all

You made me hate my body (fuck, I hate my body)

And I thought it made me unworthy (unworthy, aah)

As if my size rewrote my story (rip the page)

You made me hate my body

Now I'm questioning my heart (when did it start?)

Was I never enough from the start? (aah)

Counting ribs like counting days

Your voice lingers in my brain

I gave up food, I gave up air

But I'm still here, still asking where…

You made me hate my body (fuck, I hate my body)

And I thought it made me unworthy (unworthy, aah)

As if my size rewrote my story (rip the page)

You made me hate my body

Now I'm questioning my heart (when did it start?)

Was I never enough from the start? (hmmm)

Eat less, cut my hair

Lose myself, but you're not there

You made me hate my body

But I'm still here, I'm still here (somewhere)