I think I just lost my mind (Instrumental)

Why Is everybody trying to get dizzy?

To remain calm in a brainstorm, minds torn, literally

Dying for your chemistry to align more rhythmically

Born with the sickness (it's all in the family)

They prescribe symmetry, but skin deep we couldn't be crookeder

Understood feeling good shouldn't hurt

Been looking inward at a thick book of words,

shook nerves and blurred pictures, took for what they're worth

Got a couple femurs in the closet, beatles in the conscience

We don't need to check the boxes but got reasons to acknowledge

It can't all be okey-dokey, when often fully nauseous

Psychoses monitored, poked and prodded for a profit

With enough dopamine processed to make a homie drop dead

We find solace in our breath

Still falling over the options offered one false step,

I might just lose my head

I think I just lost my mind

I think I just lost my mind

I think I just lost my mind

I think I just lost my…

I think I just lost my mind

I think I just lost my mind

I think I just lost my mind

I think I just lost my mind

Monuments devoured by the skeletons of flowers,

Paper skin of dusty drawings from the corners that we cowered in

All my premonitions are but convoluted visions, just a

Means to sever tethers to this tenuous existence

I don't know the reason all the hours meant for sleeping

I instead commune with demons that are closing in tight

Flickering figures that I have spied through my fingers Casting shadows in the manor halls, I caterwaul by candlelight

I have no right to be here, claimed a stake on sacred lands

And I don't recollect us sitting down and shaking hands

Without a leg to stand on, I've no means to make demands

Anymore than I could save the damned

(Damn)

Not a blessed messenger, a bitter Christ revivalist

A missionary dissident who preaches to the scientists

Defining sin to nations who have suffered from affliction

Of a falsely claimed salvation perpetrated by religions

With a basis in my lineage, The tenets of which held

Fuck your precious way of living, everybody for themself

As much as I would like to say my past is not my present

I can't deny the provenance of DNA embedded

So I let it be a part of me that's never getting exorcised

And drift on toward insanity until I feel the death inside

Until I let the rest reside in peace without disturbance

From my righteous pride and idiotic sermons

I think I just lost my mind

I think I just lost my mind

I think I just lost my mind

I think I just lost my mind