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I was supposed to been
Dead from what I was told
My head been in all kind of modes
Thru the car felt led and I wasn't scared
Just wasn't my time to go
At the end of that bow it ain't no pot of gold
It's just people waiting with knifes
When all thru life this who I loved the most
I been under oath
I sign that deal and give my brothers most
Cause they gone be the ones protect me let no one approach
I can't fumble with that bag the day I do ima need another coach
The system trynna hang my niggas I'm trynna cut the ropes
It's gangsta
And you know I need you close
But you ain't come
So I ain't been picking up the phone
I told Momma I can't leave the streets
I been running em too long
And for this pain this shit been running deep
Sometimes I want be gone
But I got two sons need me
Ima breathe this smoke in until my lungs bleeding
Trynna right my wrongs so it's like damn near most my songs grieving
Niggas who ain't have it I seen em grab it and then become greedy
If I can't talk when I'm feeling badly do it when the drums beating
All these drugs beating me
I call Kenmiccael momma "Momma"
Took me in when I ain't have no where to go then watched me blossom
I owe a lot I drop down make salat
I been giving praise to Allah
I got caught then I sat in my cot
All my thoughts was bout getting outta
All my feelings in the bottom of this bottle
This how I deal with trauma
Grew up to a mane and I ain't even talk to my father
Caisyn watched I used to sit and cry while I listened at Nevada
Was sipping drank cause I was feeling pain while I sold pounds of Gelato
This was way before the streets had done got hotter
Fore the beef ever transpired
When we was calling these niggas partners
Fore the shots let off I could of played my hand and I could of stopped em
But I didn't and I don't regret that shit at all
Cause we gone smoke shit like a rasta
But maybe that's my pride
Maybe I should of thought about them other lives
But you know niggas think you slip you let shit slide
I take the strongest drugs then I get behind this mic and close my eyes
Cause I done seen some things and felt some pain'll make a grown man cry
And that's the shit a nigga do it fo
Know more than what I used to know
And I can't help but speak on hurt cause I been thru the most
I got problems but I tend to put you first you finna lose me tho
I get high and feel the worst trynna go where Shooby gone
The streets been everything but real to me
Say I felt slugs and I lost love and lost my friends to it
I want see what M's doing
Fucking up my train of thought only thing these fucking pills doing
And I know this shit gone cost me some
But fuck it Ima still do it
Gunshots and broken bones
I shot at shit on my own
I'm a product of broken homes because my pops was a rolling stone
Trynna get my head straight
I been trynna love my emotions been on froze
They gone wait til mad day
To say everything they been thinking all along
And they kept quiet
Ain't been watching who behind me I been watching who on side me
Fuck what they saying in them songs you believe that shit til you try me
Imma slang that stick I keep that bitch with me like I'm a blind man
I was posed to be dead when them pussies shot me
I was supposed to been
Dead from what I was told
My head been in all kind of modes
Thru the car felt led and I wasn't scared
Just wasn't my time to go
At the end of that bow it ain't no pot of gold
It's just people waiting with knifes
When all thru life this who I loved the most
I been under oath
I sign that deal and give my brothers most
Cause they gone be the ones protect me let no one approach
I can't fumble with that bag the day I do ima need another coach
The system trynna hang my niggas I'm trynna cut the ropes
It's gangsta