Fly With My Shadows

For a long time, I thought there was something wrong with me

And I tried to change, but I couldn't, and then I hated myself even more

I don't even know how many times I've asked myself like, why do I always...

Always try to be alone, always try to be unknown

Someone shows me a hand but I'm too scared to hold

I got some problems I can't decode

And stay on the lonely path, this is the only way I go

I've changed on the surface, Got better at dealing with mental issues

But it's in my core, It's in my blood tissue

They say somebody will fix you, yeah that's what I used to wish too

But lately, I ain't feeling the same

looking back on the life I've lived through

It made my shadows, that's right, but it also shed some lights

The most important things in life are those lights you see on the dark side

I used to hate myself, question the reason I'm alive

But all the worst times gave me the best advice

I still suck at opening up, but I build windows with the words I write

Your shadows will be your wings if you learn how to shine the light

All my life, all alone been through all those lonely nights

It used to make me wanna die, but now that's what makes me fly

No matter where I go

They always follow

They always follow

So I'd rather use them all

I'll fly with my shadows

I'll fly with my shadows

Went viral using hate, all debates in the comment section

They want me to look down all they want is my attention

I used to write songs just for myself just to save me

Now my fans tell me it saved their lives, it's amazing

I'm living my own life, not everyone needs to understand

All those randos don't even know the half

Flip all my haters off, they look at me like I'm so crazy

But I gotta show the world, through all this hate we can make it

I'll never give up my crown even if the whole world treats me like a clown

Shout out to my fans who never tryna fit in the crowds

If you wanna hate, I'll let you hate, but just let me emphasize