11

I'm trying to find the words to bring this out

But the Truth is I hide courage where my

Colored days are found

Only taking breaths when I stare down

Promising that one day I will

Figure this shit out

I guess I'm

Out again

Of all the things I could have said to you back when

I was still not over it

Still just under the fact

That you

Will never have to look back

Maybe this is where I'd rather be

I'm sitting towards the back seat of your

Best friend's SUV

Knowing that the higher we get

The lower we'll crash down

My words seem to matter when I'm

The only one around

I guess I'm

Out again

Of all the things I should've said to you back then

You are still way over it

Still not

Acknowledging the fact

That you

Will never have to look back

Again

Would you look at the time

It's eleven

Make your wish

Will you go back in time

And do it over again

Maybe you can find something to

Keep this off your mind

For now

Or maybe soon you'll realize

Nothing will

Ever change the facts so

I WISH

FOR NOTHING ELSE

Not even

Things that could've been

With you

And Me

I am still so young and

Soon will be

Enamored by the fact

That I too

Will never have to look back

Again