Self Destruction

Somebody tell me

When I became what I could have been

And somebody lied to me

Tell me everything

'Cause it's been hard you see

To find myself again

I'm an angry fool

All of the time I've spent

Trading lovers for my innocence

Hey, did I ever trade the truth?

'Cause it would be a shame you see

If I spent it all on words and fear

I'd be bankrupt from youth

Hard, hard living

Trying to believe

I remember back in the day

We were young, our dreams just came our way

Now one's broken, one's missing and one's blue

Well tell me 'cause I just wanna know

What did it become this one man show?

I'm all tangled up and bruised

Hard, hard living

Trying to believe

Hard, hard living

I'm trying to believe

I'm trying hard

I'm trying to love

I'm trying tonight

I'm trying to breathe

I'm trying to grieve

I'm trying hard

I'm trying to love

I'm trying tonight

I'm trying to leave

Let it all go

Hard, hard living

Trying to believe

Am I self-destructing?

Are we self-destructing?

Figure it out