Yesterday Was Ugly, I Brought This Back With Me

Yesterday I had one of those days

I woke up surrounded by the people I love

But I was already sitting on the floor

I slowly started to figure out what I had in store

I saw the look up on my brother's face

On my mama's face, on my father's face

Yeah, the water came

These are my waterways

And I don't block the waves

No, I don't stop the pain

I just handle it

Smart ass like Sam is

This here my planet

I have these fits still

I'm made of granite

Y'all cannot sit still

I will not panic

I will not give up, I'm way too romantic

I'm falling sideways, on highways

It's my way, I'm washy

I lost my first love and that shit still haunts me

I curse the days when we laughed and did laundry

Reverse what I say, I still play that shit often

I said bring me back to life and I'll be me again

I thought I wanted wifey but I need a friend

I don't focus on the numbers or the recent trends

I just started writing words and felt relief again

Ayo slow down, slow down

Mr. Sticky, why you running

Always said you'd turn this little wolfie into something

Always said you felt like there was something you're becoming

The best things in life, you can't rush it

Cause these days I'm shattered and damaged and fractured

My thoughts are a mess in my head

But these days still matter, I'll work on my patterns and habits until I meet death