Numb

Waking up empty, eyes stuck to the ceiling,

Every breath feels pointless, devoid of feeling.

Shadows drifting slow, dragging through the day,

The colors I once loved have all faded to grey.

I'm a ghost in a life that was mine,

Lost in echoes, caught in the grind.

Numb-no desire left to live,

Numb-not even death has more to give.

I'm here, but I'm not, fading into the air,

Numb to the world, numb to my own despair.

Things I once loved now feel like a chore,

Emotions are muted, can't feel anymore.

Days bleed together, I'm barely alive,

Not drowning, not swimming, just drifting by.

I'm a shadow cast from forgotten dreams,

Silence surrounds, but inside I scream.

Numb-no desire left to live,

Numb-not even death has more to give.

I'm here, but I'm not, fading into the air,

Numb to the world, numb to my own despair.

Stuck in the middle, no forward, no back,

The weight of existence, I'm beginning to crack.

The mirror reflects someone unknown,

Trapped in this numbness, completely alone.

I don't wanna live, I don't wanna die,

Frozen between truth and the comforting lie.

Motivation's dead, buried beneath,

I'm losing myself-can't find relief.

Numb-no desire left to live,

Numb-not even death has more to give.

I'm here, barely breathing, caught unaware,

Numb to existence, sinking deeper in despair.

I'm fading slowly, lost in this numbness,

Invisible whispers, I don't think I'll outrun this.

Caught between nothing and nowhere to hide,

I'm numb, I'm numb, just drifting inside.