hell, at least

Ignoring calls from all my friends

'Cause I'm too high to leave my room

Started smoking just to see my breath

And the angel told me he'll be coming soon

This is a different kind of sunrise

Where everything turns cold and blue

And I guess that's just December, but last July

We stayed up all night and I was warm with you

And I know talk is cheap but hell, at least I can afford it

Everybody needs a lover they can keep until the morning

And we'll get drunk on our potential

Talk out our problems and ignore 'em

No one said it would be easy, hell, at least it isn't boring

And now I'm spinning in my room half-naked, talking to the moon

And dripping poison down my throat just to wash out the taste of you

And now my hometown is a desert, my body eats itself in spirals

Watch my skin fall off in patches, lay back down it's just denial

Last night the fireworks kept me awake

And I'm afraid I'm turning cold

But I cleaned my room alone again on New Year's Day

And we'll talk again when I know what to say

And I know talk is cheap but hell, at least I can afford it

Everybody needs a lover they can keep until the morning

And we'll get drunk on our potential

Talk out our problems and ignore 'em

No one said it would be easy, hell, at least it isn't boring

And now I'm spinning in my room half-naked, talking to the moon

And dripping poison down my throat just to wash out the taste of you

And now my hometown is a desert, my body eats itself in spirals

Watch my skin fall off in patches, lay back down it's just denial