If it wasn't for you, I'd be dead
If it wasn't for music, I'd be dead
If it wasn't for things that you said
Deep tumble, the cradle up in my head, nah
If it wasn't for you, I'd be dead
If it wasn't for truth, I'd be dead
If I weren't in the booth, I'd be dead
Leave sorrow to something I can't forget, nah
If it wasn't for you, I'd be dead
If it wasn't for music, I'd be dead
If it wasn't for things that you said
Deep tumble, the cradle up in my head, nah
If it wasn't for you, I'd be dead
If it wasn't for truth, I'd be dead
If I weren't in the booth, I'd be dead
Leave sorrow to something I can't forget, nah
I put everything I had into this fucking music
It's been a shaky rollercoaster, but I stayed through it
And as I scream these notes through the voice in my neck
Out of mind when I almost put a blade through it
I saw family and had to put the knife down
Yeah, I'm thankful that my sister put the pipe down
'Cause if you weren't there to help me sort my fights out
I would never see Lil Shelby come to life now
So don't be looking up to people who got mental wealth
You should be focused on yourself and your mental health
I know it's hard to run away from all the things you felt
But if you tumble in on something then the rest gets dealt
You need to go and find your soul, reinvent yourself
I'd rather travel 'round the world in some shit hotels
Than sit here being anxious thinking, "Is my shit gon' sell?"
The fucking lies that I tell myself
Hello, little girl, welcome Shelby to the world
I'ma be your uncle, let it twist and let it twirl
I'ma buy you diamonds and mumma buy you pearls
We could run the world
Until Armageddon, I'm thankful for setting
For saving the mystery, fools to be reckoned
For cruel to be wasteful, humiliation disgraceful
My hardest talent's hidden
If it wasn't for you, I'd be dead
If it wasn't for music, I'd be dead
If it wasn't for things that you said
Deep tumble, the cradle up in my head, nah
If it wasn't for you, I'd be dead
If it wasn't for truth, I'd be dead
If I weren't in the booth, I'd be dead
Leave sorrow to something I can't forget, nah (Yeah)
I'm more of a man than your man would ever be
And put that on my fam, there's no man that could compare to me
You know I'm working for the better of my family
I swear that shit will take some energy (Fuck it)
And I've only got myself to blame, my mind works in ten year frames
I had every vision thinking of what we could be
I was thinking of the pregnancy
The news hissed to my ear like some rusted bells
You said you had to go and find yourself
(Said you had to go and find yourself)
Another chapter in this thing called 'help'
I learnt to deal with the cards I'm dealt
(Learnt to deal with the cards that we're dealt)
But then you went on back to New South Wales
I guess a boat's gotta go set sail
(Go and set sail for the steel)
But did you really go and find yourself?
Or did you go and find someone else?
(Go and find someone else)
So fuck it and I'll cop it, hope you get your shit right
Who am I to say that you can't live your best life?
You really needed all your friends by your side
I'm taking all my time to sit and think and revise
We made a promise not to wear no disguise
I don't think you ready for what's over this time
A rebound is never gonna kiss them lips right
And if you really wanna know, I'm doing just fine
If it wasn't for you, I'd be dead
If it wasn't for music, I'd be dead
If it wasn't for things that you said
Deep tumble, the cradle up in my head, nah
If it wasn't for you, I'd be dead
If it wasn't for truth, I'd be dead
If I weren't in the booth, I'd be dead
Leave sorrow to something I can't forget, nah