Got out of bed today, first time in days but I'm doing fine
Shop on my credit card, oh, don't you start, I do it all the time
Think I should get a hobby, but I can't seem to find a single thing I like
Need to be reassured, I'm insecure, I always see red
My boyfriend gets annoyed, so paranoid, it's all in my head
I wanna find some peace, but I'm always thinkin' of that weird thing I said
In my head, I hate it here
3 AM, I hate it here
I think too much, don't do enough, it's getting weird
In my head, I hate it here
In my head, I hate it here
3 AM, I hate it here
I think too much, don't do enough, it's getting weird
In my head, I hate it here (here, here, here)
I think I told a lie, I said that I don't really care (ah-ah)
Been doing therapy but, honestly, I'm too self-aware
Know what the problem is? The problem is that I just can't compete or compare (I can't compare)
I'm barely there
In my head, I hate it here
3 AM, I hate it here
I think too much, don't do enough, it's getting weird
In my head, I hate it here
In my head, I hate it here
3 AM, I hate it here
I think too much, don't do enough, it's getting weird
In my head, I hate it here
Oh (I), oh (oh, yeah)
Oh (oh), oh (oh)