rotten butterfly

Watch you go away

Watch you fall away

I'm not allowed to hurt

I'm a burden

I've been hurting, a lot

I'm not allowed to hurt

We used to talk

Then we just stopped

Now I'm used to blocked

I took your phone but it's locked

Probably better to not

And time doesn't help

Nothing fixes my hell

And it only gets worse

I'm the problem for sure

I'm the best at the worst

What am I waiting for?

To make my choices reverse