3am in Geneva

My tears don't hold no weight nah

It's like cryin' in the rain, all my words they dissipate

Guess your feelings stay the same huh

Give credit where it's due, you made it clear you'd never change

For someone like me

I was naïve to believe

You'd see through your beliefs

And change them all for me

Now my heart is torn

Cause we were meant to be now

We were meant to be now

We were meant to be now fuck it

Thought I was your backbone

Now it's him you're loving

All the nicknames, sobriquets, hide it all from him

I hope you burn all our photos

From now I'm moving solo

So, so

Hide it all from him

Wedding dates, tbh, I cba for it

You keep playin' victim

And I'll keep playin' villain

Tell myself that it's over

I'm in need of closure

You know

You know the things I'm tryna say

You know the pain that circles through my mind again

Like running track it circles back reiterates

I know you're only focused on yourself but

Ima need an answer

I'm losing my temper

'Kiah told me I should write my words

I wrote your name, followed up with bitch and that I hate you and it hurts

I know

Girl, you broke me down

Cryin' in my room, I'm a fuckin' clown

I used to be hoping that you'd stick around

How the hell I thought that we would make it out yea

And all of my friends, they ask me how I bear the weight

It's time under tension, you know I needed all this pain

Fucking these niggas, you think they care for you the same

We were meant to be now fuck it

Thought I was your backbone

Now it's him you're loving

Nicknames, sobriquets, hide it all from him

Burn all our photos

I'm moving solo

So, so

Hide it all from him

Wedding dates, tbh, I cba for it

You keep playin' victim

And I'll keep playin' villain

Tell myself that it's over

I'm in need of closure

Tripping

You got me sipping

Twisted my feelings

You did me so wrong, I was moving so lost

I was fucking hoe after how and not a

Single one could ever fix my heart you broke, I was

I was turning on my morals for these hoes, I was

Colder than my city in the snow, I was

Pouring out my heart for these hoes, I was

Doing what I could to let you go, I was

It's 3am in Geneva, yeah ah

And it's my birthday, so I feel the worst way

And it's so cold that the gaslight is taunting

Tempted to call, is he around? Can't be certain yea yea

I get so absorbed in my assumptions, yea, yea

And my tears don't hold no weight it's like cryin' in the rain

Cryin' in the rain