Holding Patterns (Stripped)

I think I made another mistake

I fell in love with an earthquake, all in

The kind that rolls until your head breaks

And leaves you shattered like nothing happened

I held on

I held on to you when you need something to hold onto

But how long

How long can I hold on until I’m letting go of myself

I hid the pills again this week

And we go back and forth until I give in

But still there’s something when she speaks

It pulls me down into her earth

I sink in

And I hope her momma can forgive me

Cause I know she’ll never forgive herself

In my mind

We’re stuck in holding patterns

And we try to find the things that matter

But there’s really only so much I can do

Before your whole world cracks

And brings me down too

The light’s gone out again in your eyes

And my hands tremble at the thought of leaving

So I sit in the dark of your night

And hope to hell we make it to the morning

I held on

Held on to you when you need something to hold onto

You’re gone

And I’ve got nothing left

I’ve got nothing left

I think I made another mistake

I fell in love with an earthquake

All in