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Growing up, I got some drugs before I got some love
Take this and go to bed, when am I waking up
Doing better for my children cause I'm made of mud
I ain't better than nobody, that's just where I'm from
Now I'm taking big steps cause I can't be up in A cage
I've been only showing love to fuck a youngin Filled with rage
Graduate the streets with honors, I ain't walk Up on the stage
I know my momma disappointed, she hate Choices that I make
So I'ma down the whole damn bottle, before I Leave up in a hearse
It's like a problem every day, swear to God I Think I'm cursed
I wanna fuck up with these thirties, but can't Pop another perk
I see my brother in the Med, I wish I could've Hugged him first
Tell the officers to leave, give my brother back To me
Yeah, this isn't what I need, I wasn't built up for The streets
But I ain't have no choice so fuck it, I'ma smoke It out the leaf
They all said I wasn't bout, won't you come up Here and see
Now I'm taking big steps cause I can't be put in no cage
I've been only showing love but fuck a youngin Filled with rage
Graduate the streets with honors, I ain't walk up on the stage
I know my momma disappointed, she hate Choices that I make
Yeah, so why we all been chasing thrills
Threw that line up in the water, I'm just trying to see who real
Yeah, this ain't how I'm supposed to feel
I can never catch a break, I've been praying just to chill
Yeah, where the fuck am I gon' go
You would think I'm off a perky, yeah the way I'm moving slow
Yeah, what the fuck is it you know
You've been trying to catch an attitude but ain't shit that I throw
Is this still a relapse if I'm just thinking all the time
Yeah, I tried to say I'm good but I'm just really good to lie
With the way this shit been going, I ain't tripping if I die
And don't tell me that you miss me when you looking in the sky
Cause my phone on right now and ain't nobody hit my line
Everybody here got feelings why they laughing when I cry
If I call you pick it up just to see if I'm alright