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I ain't never been a drinker but I am now
It's like too many prayers came with let downs
And I ain't tryna place blame on anything
Still waitin' on a change, but I guess I'm finna wait a while
Where did I go wrong?
Was it the loaded gun that I tucked?
Cause I never could trust anyone
Or was it when I used to run around town
With girls I knocked down
Knowin' damn well they'd never be the one
Baby, only God knows everything I been through
Broke when the rent's due, mental health issues
Baby, only God knows the pain, the struggle, and the weight
From the world that I carry every day
Baby, only God knows that I really try
Even though I break down on the inside
Baby, only God knows (Baby, only God knows)
Baby, only God knows (Baby, only God knows)
Grab that handle, keep 'em comin'
Lord knows I need somethin' strong
Whiskey tipsy, I can't feel it
No one know why I stay gone
Who would I be if I never came up in that broken home?
Prescription pills on my tongue
Make it all feel right when I know it's wrong
Mama sendin' letters from the penitentiary
I was waist deep in these streets, gettin' lazy
They see me smilin', diamonds shinin'
But they don't know, they don't know a thing about me
Slip and fell so many times walkin' down that lonely road
But I got on my feet
So every night I thank God I ain't the man that I used to be
Baby, only God knows everything I been through
Broke when the rent's due, mental health issues
Baby, only God knows the pain, the struggle, and the weight
From the world that I carry every day
Baby, only God knows that I really try
Even though I break down on the inside
Baby, only God knows (Baby, only God knows)
Baby, only God knows (Baby, only God knows)
Only God knows that I been knocked down
I count the times that I was lookin' forward to new beginnings
And had 'em crossed out, lost count