The 411

You don't owe me an explanation

You don't owe me a reason why

I don't deserve any closure

But honestly, I am not doing fine

But it's raining, it's pouring

And your man should be snoring

But he's confused and nervous

He's searching for the words whilst he pretends to sleep

And they scream, what are you running away from?

And I scream back, 'everything and everyone'

Every cold-call conversation

Pinning me under frozen lakes of self-depreciation

And if my friends came over, we could play some Sonic

And maybe I'd stop feeling so catatonic

Melting into sofas whilst we stare at TVs

Praying that the snow will stop falling on me

Cause I can't take the cold anymore

No, I can't take the flood coming through the floorboards

You always loved the rain

So I started to feel the same

So when it rained, I was happy

But now I'm just stuck with pathetic fallacy

And it's raining, it's pouring

And your man should be snoring

But he's confused and nervous

He's searching for the words whilst he pretends to sleep

They scream, what are you running away from?

And I scream back, 'everything and everyone'

Every cold-call conversation

Pinning me under frozen lakes of self-depreciation

And if my friends came over, we could play some Sonic

And maybe I'd stop feeling so catatonic

Melting into sofas whilst we stare at TVs,

praying that the snow will stop falling on me

Cause I can't take the cold anymore

No, I can't take the flood coming through the floorboards

And I keep replaying in my head what Ryan said

And how I'm walking these streets like a skeleton

With no tendons to hold these bones together

I can feel my joints as they become untethered

There go my hands, my fingers and my arms

And my skull's on the floor, making a home for the slugs

And the water starts to fill up my ribcage

As I pray it doesn't start to rain again

And the ghosts walk past, they don't even stop to stare

And it makes me wonder if I'm even there

And this melancholy mood that I knew from the start

Makes me wonder if I'll ever stop falling apart

If I'll ever stop falling apart

If I'll ever stop falling apart

They scream, what are you running away from?

And I scream back, 'everything and everyone'

Every cold-call conversation

Pinning me under frozen lakes of self-depreciation

And if my friends came over, we could play some Sonic

And maybe I'd stop feeling so catatonic

Melting into sofas whilst we stare at TVs

Praying that the snow will stop falling on me

'Cause I can't take this crow screaming 'evermore'

'Cause we are nevermore