I have to make it rhyme
And that shit wastes my time
Just read my diary and you will see
That everything I've ever wanted to say
Could be said in a more poetic way
I don't know what I'm doing
I don't know when to stop
I don't know how to close
I don't know how to knock
I'll reuse these chords
I'm like a music whore
It's some kind of expression
But I guess that's what I'm expressing
This song is real explicit
But don't put that on me
Don't bother to mess with it
Let me throw away the key
I wish you wanted me
But then I think and think
And I don't know how good that would be
There's rules
To this game
There's tools
I could get my way
There's fools
Gettin' played
There's morals and ethics
And I won't mess with it
I'm sorry, it's all on me
I'm sorry if I'm bothering
I don't know where it came from
I don't know how to stop
Please let me in your kingdom
Or sell me like a stock
I'll live under the night
With a dog in the fight
Even though it's not mine
We hear the bell chime
Da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-dow
Expression is dead
It got to my head
When I was fourteen
And it seemed that I'd get older
I'd know more
I wish I told her
That nothing would be yours
The human experience
Has only so many things before
You run out of the things to sing
So what the hell do you want from me
I can paint a symbolic scene
Picture this
The sun sets
The ground whispers
Why are you upset
You wipe your tears
And whisper back
But the sound never reaches
The darkened grass
I can be a writer
I am a daughter
I am a sister
And I can be a starter
Of things
That mean something to me
And things
That nobody wants to see
And I hate hearing self-deprecating songs
But I can't tell if
That's how people see my thoughts
That's why I hate
The chords that I reuse
The things that I never want to say to you
I pick up the pace but leave some space (I hate)
For the times I should have been clocked in the face (Hearing)
For the times I rhymed face with race (Self deprecating)
And now we all say that it's time to touch base (Songs, but)
With the fact that I've been writing for days (I can't)
And I can't find a good thing to say (Tell if)
About the way that I write songs (That's how people see my thoughts)
What the hell is wrong
My conscience knows that something's wired off
What the hell is wrong
Is this just dialogue
(Because this is dialogue,
And it's my thoughts
I am so obnoxious all the time
And I really appreciate the fact
That you guys don't mind that
And find some consolation in it
So I love you so, so much
Bye)