Try

I don't know how to fix it,

I don't know how to go and

look at you all

disappointed every time I fall.

But listen,

I don't know how I missed it,

but now I can have a mission.

I don't see what you saw,

I'm just a human I feel like i lost.

What do I do when I want this and that?

I Never mind all the moments I am so sad.

I don't really care that you said this, but I got mad.

I don't wanna listen when I'm in class, so my bad.

I don't wanna be me every time I did it like my dad.

Wait, do you wanna go and just sit down and then crash?

I don't know what I should do.

I know that I need to be me,

but every time I am feeling abused,

I want a life and the feeling I'm free.

I couldn't get up, I couldn't just move.

Couldn't you realize I need to release?

If I want an option, I have to just choose.

I need forgiveness, I needed to plead.

I need your help,

so can you just help me get out of this hell?

I couldn't tell

you to get out of the lava before you would melt.

It's an inferno, I couldn't get out of my cell.

I'm screaming out loud and I couldn't help but to yell.

The more I'm in pain, the more I would harden the shell.

I'm not okay, I'm always alone and I'm by myself.

I need to grab the light,

I need to open my eyes,

and I need to fight.

When they talk to me,

I told them alright,

happily I will now go on a grind.

I need to do this all right.

Do you get it? 'Cause I needed my sight.

I need to realize the days I am blind.

I cannot give up, I get up, I wanted to try.

This is the story of my life.

These are the moments I don't like.

If you would do what I do, apparently you're gonna die.

People that say that are out of their mind.

If you don't feel like you wanna climb,

that is the moment you're gonna decline.